I felt from the beginning, that it woulnd't surprise me if I got yet another of these little boys, and even though I would have loved one of each, destiny wanted different. So yesterday we found out that Alexis will be a big brother to little L!
The name is set since the beginning and it's beautiful and will go perfect with Alexis. Having one son already, he is the absolute best measurement of how wonderful that can be and there's no greater love then the one I feel for that little boy. But I can honestly tell you that even though I'm more then beyond grateful that the baby looks alright, healthy etc, etc, It was one or two tears that fell when I got the news and first I felt a little sad. But when I focused myself and realised this news, visualised it, I started to see them both play together and then it all felt better. It's one of these few things in life we have absolutely no control over, and I both love and hate that simple fact of life.
Maybe we'll try a third time in the future, who nows, and then I would love to have a little girl of course, but bringing up two handsome gentlemen with the heart and soul at the right place, will certainly be a wonderful adventure and I will enjoy it to the fullest, being the only woman in the house and hopefully that comes with certain amounts of benefits.